Tuesday, June 20, 2006

not in chinese today, too mad now to think logically.

we all know that it isn't easy organising some outing, especially when it concerns a big group of people because you have to spare a thought for their busy schdules. and so i ain't one who loves organising some outings for no rhyme or reason because it never fails to get on my nerves. not that i want to take up this role, but because everyone is too lazy to go around telling everyone about the outing.

for the past few years, i kept organising some outings together, be it to the beach, or a movie or whatever. but in the end, it's always 2/5 of the group who can make it. thus, i've decided to keep it sweet and simple this time, maybe meet up for a meal and probably some activity before it.

logically, everyone should be so called free now because we have all stepped down from our ccas and all the jest. and so obviously everyone said that they were free on that day itself. woah, so great! for the first time in like 4 years, everyone can go!

as the day approaches, i kept praying that they won't msg me because i've a terrible hunch that its about that they can't make it that day anymore. whatever, and it's so true. 2 days before, the evening before 2 people just msged me, telling me that they can't make it.

woah, great, what it this shit man. i know i cant blame them cause they probably have some much more important matters to attend to. but im like so mad at myself, for some reasons i don't know why. maybe because im such a freaky perfectionist and i can never get things that way i want, when it comes to organising all the shit.

rah! whatever. i hope no more things will crop up till then. it doesn't pay good to be nice, how true can it get.

6:41 PM